Last Day

Its my last day at school!

It seems sort of strange to me... Here I am in Chemistry, watching gattaca with my kids... its so strange that I wont get to see them any longer. I wont get to hear their crazy stories, I wont have them following me around trying to tell me stuff... I wont get to teach them, I wont get to inspire them or push them or help them. Its a little frightening, and it sort of feels like jumping off a pier.

I am excited to leave Renaissance... but its so hard to leave these kids.

Its raining today... for me that usually is a sign of sadness or of change. I think today it would be both. Jon's boss Jeff's daughter's funeral is today. I wont really see my kids again either. I know my sadness does not really compare to Jeff's, but in my own little way I can relate.


What will Febuary bring? I need to work at the hospital.... I need to save money.... I need to find a job and an apartment and start a new life soon in Florida. Its scary, and here is the starting point.


I guessI should go and not let this get to me. See ya on the flip side...