frou frou

Right now I am listening to Frou Frou ~ Details and grading cell projects.



Well, okay, I am listening and writing on here.


And I really do not have all that much to say, but listening to this album gives me sort of a funny feeling. Not funny ha-ha, but strange, like revisiting the past.

The weather, first of all, is perfect for it... rainy, cloudy, dark... unseasonably warm. Fitting.


I think the last time I listened to this album the whole way through was when I was on a plane to Florida to visit E. I was sick. It was dark and raining. I was excited to go down, but nervous too. I was also not happy because I never could stay at his apartment when I was there. (That is definitely a whole other story)


The whole album gives me sort of this feeling like I am in a movie. Listening to this, I can see this camera shot which starts from the wing of the plane in flight, moves in towards the window where I am sitting... bundled up, ear phones in, listening to these songs... looking a bit despondent.... wondering what will happen when I get there.


I guess what I am feeling right now is a combination of the way music can make you feel, and the way the past sometimes rushes up against you without reason or warning. And it is okay that that happens, but it is certainly bittersweet.


I dont know, maybe it is just the rain, though I still maintain that my mood is always reflected in the weather.




Back to work.