saying it

Saying it makes it seem permenant... and so I hesitate to do it... but it seems like hes sounding the call, so it must be pretty darn permenant in his mind.... and I suppose I should come to grips with his decision.



Ethan broke up with me on Sat. And I dont think hes taking it back.

Just so you know.







Thanks to Josh and Les and Jenn to being so supportive that night and all the time since, it means the world to me to know that I have friends who dont mind me looking like a scary alien from a good 14 hours of crying. I love you guys. Its always been difficult to reach out when im hurting, I usually just want to curl up in bed and cry... but youve made it easy, and I appreciate it.