le bleh
It is Thursday night...
Usually Thursday nights I am thinking, YAY, I get to go out and have fun and see my friends because tomorrow is Friday and it is okay if I spend a day sleepy....
But instead it is about 8:15 and I am sitting in my room thinking about all the clean clothes that need to be put away and the fact that the Office and Scrubs are on soon, but I think I am too tired to really go watch them.
The week has been a busy, crazy, rollercoastery type of week.... Emotions running the gamut, as well as being physically exhausted.
The weekend was good and I spent most of it helping Jon celebrate his birthday, which was on Tuesday. There was a pseudo-party on Sat (which I am so happy came together), dessert Sunday with Lauren, Dave, Laura, and Tim, dinner Monday at Sullivans with Jon's parents... it was busy. Then on Tuesday, we rented Little Miss Sunshine (it is good!) and chilled.
I cannot honestly remember what I did on Friday night except that I certainly was not at home, and last thursday I was at Josh and Leslie's to hang out and watch tv.
Lots of other fun things happened over the weekend... I got to spend some quality time with friends. Josh and I attempted to see Eragon on MLK jr day, but to no avail - sold out at 2 pm on a monday! It actually worked out, we went back to his place, made matzo ball soup, and watched Soap... which, incidentally, is hilarious and NOT British. It was a good time.
On Wednesday (yesterday), I started back to school. I was totally dreading it... its been a year and a half, but once I got there and class started, I couldnt help but smile to myself over my stupidity... I like school. I mean, I really do. I love going to classes.... this one happens to be from 7 to 10, which is sort of upsetting.... but I do love going. I think it should be a good one.
I also had the opportunity there to catch up with an old friend from WCU... who is still taking classes and still living at home. He made me feel much better about being a loser.
The weekend promises to be rather busy...
Tomorrow night, no plans as of yet, but a possible excursion into the city to play Wii.
Sat, I work at night... unfortunately I will be missing Josh's a cappella groups do Sergent Pepper's.... but if you would like to go, get in touch with him, it should be great.
Sunday morning I have to get up super early, pick up Noah, and drive out to Camp. After that it is off to Chanceford Presbyterian to lead worship. After that, I will be driving back and going to choir rehersal. I do not have plans for Sunday night so far... but... who knows, something will crop up.
Tonight has been VERY uneventful, which I am incredibly thankful for. I have watched tv for literally 4 hours. I do not, in all honesty, watch a lot of tv... but when you are tired, its a wonderful way to zone out. Currently I have on a peel-off face masque (gotta love those), adidas button up pants (which I really need to practice ripping off stripper style), my Project t shirt (which I have worn every day since Tuesday when I come home from school, and also to bed... and also, guiltly, to class last night), and I am considering putting on my glasses soon.
I know, I know, calm it down, my blog is just too incredibly exciting.
I don't know... yet again, I feel like there are tons and mounds to say, but words fall short. I am just emotionally and physically very tired... In all honesty, I just want the month of January to be over. I know the new year is supposed to be a fresh start and all, but it does not quite feel that way yet.
In the meantime, I have posted some pictures of the weekend if you want to check them out following the link to the right.
Usually Thursday nights I am thinking, YAY, I get to go out and have fun and see my friends because tomorrow is Friday and it is okay if I spend a day sleepy....
But instead it is about 8:15 and I am sitting in my room thinking about all the clean clothes that need to be put away and the fact that the Office and Scrubs are on soon, but I think I am too tired to really go watch them.
The week has been a busy, crazy, rollercoastery type of week.... Emotions running the gamut, as well as being physically exhausted.
The weekend was good and I spent most of it helping Jon celebrate his birthday, which was on Tuesday. There was a pseudo-party on Sat (which I am so happy came together), dessert Sunday with Lauren, Dave, Laura, and Tim, dinner Monday at Sullivans with Jon's parents... it was busy. Then on Tuesday, we rented Little Miss Sunshine (it is good!) and chilled.
I cannot honestly remember what I did on Friday night except that I certainly was not at home, and last thursday I was at Josh and Leslie's to hang out and watch tv.
Lots of other fun things happened over the weekend... I got to spend some quality time with friends. Josh and I attempted to see Eragon on MLK jr day, but to no avail - sold out at 2 pm on a monday! It actually worked out, we went back to his place, made matzo ball soup, and watched Soap... which, incidentally, is hilarious and NOT British. It was a good time.
On Wednesday (yesterday), I started back to school. I was totally dreading it... its been a year and a half, but once I got there and class started, I couldnt help but smile to myself over my stupidity... I like school. I mean, I really do. I love going to classes.... this one happens to be from 7 to 10, which is sort of upsetting.... but I do love going. I think it should be a good one.
I also had the opportunity there to catch up with an old friend from WCU... who is still taking classes and still living at home. He made me feel much better about being a loser.
The weekend promises to be rather busy...
Tomorrow night, no plans as of yet, but a possible excursion into the city to play Wii.
Sat, I work at night... unfortunately I will be missing Josh's a cappella groups do Sergent Pepper's.... but if you would like to go, get in touch with him, it should be great.
Sunday morning I have to get up super early, pick up Noah, and drive out to Camp. After that it is off to Chanceford Presbyterian to lead worship. After that, I will be driving back and going to choir rehersal. I do not have plans for Sunday night so far... but... who knows, something will crop up.
Tonight has been VERY uneventful, which I am incredibly thankful for. I have watched tv for literally 4 hours. I do not, in all honesty, watch a lot of tv... but when you are tired, its a wonderful way to zone out. Currently I have on a peel-off face masque (gotta love those), adidas button up pants (which I really need to practice ripping off stripper style), my Project t shirt (which I have worn every day since Tuesday when I come home from school, and also to bed... and also, guiltly, to class last night), and I am considering putting on my glasses soon.
I know, I know, calm it down, my blog is just too incredibly exciting.
I don't know... yet again, I feel like there are tons and mounds to say, but words fall short. I am just emotionally and physically very tired... In all honesty, I just want the month of January to be over. I know the new year is supposed to be a fresh start and all, but it does not quite feel that way yet.
In the meantime, I have posted some pictures of the weekend if you want to check them out following the link to the right.
posted by FireWithin at 8:12 PM
4 Comments:
My universe is so very different than yours, but my existence is so very similar.
I could show you my world, but there are parts of it that I know you would not like. You would be appalled at how I spent my New Years, though luckily I made good choices and avoided trouble.
I visited this universe and I can't ever go home again.
Do I know you? And, for the record, I would be more sad than appalled. Why do you say you cannot go home?
You know me in passing. I guess appalled was an imprecise choice of words. I don't know what I was thinking at the time.
I can't go home because I never belonged there. I was never really a part of society there, never part of the system. I was always looking from the outside in, and maybe I never realized it until I left town.
I know you in passing.... does that mean from hs?
I wish we could talk. Even though I do not really know you, it makes me sad that you are so lonely and I wish that I could help.
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