Merry Christmas to YOU!

Merry Christmas!!!!
This week has been beyond crazy, if you have read my last entry. Since then, Nan has gotten out of the hospital... my mom is recovering from her bout of SARS and my dad is tenaciously fighting off the same. My brother and I are looking like we lucked out (praise the LORD for reasonably healthy immune systems) but I have some, ah... female issues, that have me hopped up on advil.
No, I am not pregnant.
Anyway, its been a busy "season". On Sat I worked at the hospital, which was fine. Sunday I went to church with Jon and his family and then out to O'Gradys for lunch with Beth and Amy and Jon and the Deremers and other people. I cannot honestly remember what I did for the rest of the day... I think I went shopping? Shrug. It is pretty blurry since I have not been feeling well.
On Christmas Eve I made a brief appearance at the mall (not as Santa) to pick up sheets for my mom. I also went driving around trying to find this particular Bible (The Second Jerusalem... or the New Jerusalem... she is not sure, but she wants it leather-bound!) In the meantime, I took the chance to get myself a Christmas present - a thinline NIV old and new testament Bible. YAY! It has thin crinkling pages, which I love.
My mom and I went to church at St. Elizabeth's at 4:30. It was so packed that we had to sit in the sanctuary and have it piped in. It was strange, but I guess it gave me more of a chance to think about Christmas.

I liked the sermon that Jon's pastor gave on Sunday. It was a bit disjointed, and he is new... but I think the message was good.
He started off saying how there were three purposes to shepherds... to protect the sheep from danger, to gather them back up when they wander off, and to keep them going where they should be. I thought he was going to take this and then talk about why Christ is our Shepherd.. the analogy certainly would have fit. We are constantly in danger of being picked off... We tend to wander away... and we need someone pushing us to go where we should be.
But he went into a different direction instead, and this is where he could use the transition help... But he then talked about life's disappointments, and how they can often bring us great joy. He related teenage pregnancy (Mary) and shows how that turned out to be the best gift. He also talked about other upsets and bad things that have ultimately brought good. God works in times of despair.
It was really great to hear that message. Not to say that my life is full of upsets... its not... but over the past few years, there have certainly been big let downs. Failed relationships... trips that did not happen... losing friends... illness... There have been places I put hope which did not work out...
Yet, here I am, so incredibly blessed, with such hope and promise and things to look forward to.
The bad stuff has happened for a reason, and God has worked on my heart in those times even more so than the regular times.
And then there is Christmas and the story of Christ and the greatest letdown (Christ's death on the cross) brought the most joy and wonder.
It is a good thing to remember.
So how was the rest of Christmas? I stayed at Jon's on Christmas Eve so that I could be there for their morning festivities. I missed out on most of it because I felt so sick... but I made some of it, and got some cool presents... and then we came back to my house, where we were treated royally by my family. My mom got two bonuses this year she did not expect, so in typical mom fashion, she went NUTS on Christmas! Now I have more shoes than I can keep track of. Its ridiculous. Seriously. We then went over to the Deremers for a bit, then back here for food... Now Jon went home to pack,and I have to pack since we are leaving for Maine tomorrow! AHH!
We will be back last Sat night to get ready for our New Years Eve party on Monday evening. Woot! :) Plus I need some time to learn how to use the Heelies Jon got me. Hehehehehehehe!



